Everyday's a long day ever since my intern started. My intern was supposed to end today, and today was supposed to be a happy day, so does my every day.

But, I'm not. In fact, it's hurting me, so bad.
It's gonna be 2 years, me and my boyf got together. This journey wasn't easy. There was ups and there was down. It wasn't easy but we went through it. I love him. But I didn't know that my love for him has caused him to lose most of his friends, if it was in any case my fault. & for me to lose mine, all I guess.

I guess I'm sorry, for being jealous, I guess this is why people says jealousy kills, isn't it? Sorry for being like a honey sticking around him all the time. I guess he no longer want me 24/7 with him. It's sad to get that kind of feeling and not knowing what to do. But yeah, I'll get through it, just like how my 19 years of life has passed .

I'm no longer the one who has all listening ears up for me, no longer the one who wants attention from all, no longer the one who will express my thoughts and just here alone, tearing and updating this dead blog of mine.

Falling apart once again. Guess it's just me and my fault and I deserve everything cause I ask for it. I'm so sorry.