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Thursday, September 8, 2011

I know I tear most of the time at night, I know I make people worry. I know that I could have avoided it. I know that I could maintain. I know that I can take every step to make it not happen. I know that I could be the change. I know that I should stop expecting so that I could feel better. I know that I don't know what I know when I'm not thinking of the things that I know. So forgive me if in any case, I'm not behaving the way that I usually was.



I'm not a every day blogger. I don't blog about my every day life.
Just like in reality, I don't do the same things everyday, I don't tell someone all the things that I do.

I don't like to be judge, I don't like to be asked, I don't like to repeat, I don't like to be forced, in short, I hate to do things that I don't like.
I'm not that stubborn if you know me well enough. I'm not that difficult to handle if you know me well enough. Little things that could be done without saying.

When I'm a little quiet when nothing seems to have happen, fact is I don't know what have happened and I'm taking every little things that is going to happen in to consideration of what contributed to why I'm behaving in that particular way.

I'm quiet, I seems to ignore, I said nothing, I shake my head.
Reasons:
Most of the times, I just found new reason/ be reminded of reasons why I hate my life.
I'm already being ignored, so I shall ignore.
I don't get the things that I want/I expected to happen.
I hate it when being ask if I'm ok but the person who ask turns out to be the one who is not.
I needed words of comfort/ actions of comfort.
I don't need to be ask why I'm acting in a particular way because I don't know.
I don't need to be the one who is already feeling shitty and still needs to handle shitty things.
I won't repeat myself of things I once said and thought was being understood.
Just leave me alone if you think you'll turn out to be the one who needs to be comfort. I already have more to think for. & right after I'm done with thinking, I'll be ok. So what's the point of having more person left hanging?



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