I have ups and down these few days, and my poor boyf have to go through all this shits with me, worse, not knowing what is going on.
Its not because I chose not to say anything out, but mostly because my expectation had been higher I guess.
I think all I have to do now is to stop being so dependent and get back on feet.
Be happy, like my boyf wanted me to. Ilovehim, so much.