I have no idea what is wrong with me :( I keep making boyf sad because I'm sad.
& I swear I hated the annoyed face boyf gave me when he have no idea what I want.
Most of the time, I just need assurance from him, a hug or a kiss or some assuring words, to let me know that I have him with me. & not asking for anything else.
Cause I've become so dependent on him that, if he gonna leave my life any moment now, I'll collapse. & whenever I think of that happening, I'll tear.
Not that I have no trust in this relationship, not that I don't love him, not that idk he love me too.
But there have been others out there who was so in love, but things still doesn't work out for them. I really wish that we'll be together till the end.
Recently is not a good day for me, I seems to irritate boyf often, which is not a very good thing. I'm sorry baby. ILOVEYOU&IREALLYDO.