I was really in pain, that for the very very first time, I wanted to visit a doctor so much. Sweet boyf took me to several places in search of the clinics that open 24 hours or at least till late.

& yes, FML. Went to at least 3 different places but to no avail, & when we finally found one, the fee cost me another hole. Fucking cost 79.10 bucks. But at least I got my medication which I think will definitely help.

Then I got so sad, cause I actually was so not interested in eating that antibiotics and had boyf worrying, he suddenly went 'not right' and yeah, I knew he was angry. Its kindof like as a 'patient' stand, I got so carried away that my tears came bursting out. Prolly in fear, in pain and all those unwanted feelings all came rushing in.

I just can't take any more blow from anyone. I had enough, in my whole life ever.

ILOVEBUNNY & ILOVEMYBOYF

I WANT HUG(S)!

I know I'm the happiest girl now, cause I've never been happier than now. I have the cutest boyf and the most caring one ever.

He would do anything just to make me smile (: I know that he'll be hurt if he ever see me tear. I wouldn't want to hurt him in any possible ways because he's my precious.

I love his hugs, those hugs make me feel safe and warm. Every now and then, I'll miss him. Feels like I need him beside me every moment.

ILOVEYOU.REALLY DO. ♥